Autumn is upon us once more. I love this season. Everyone complains that it's the season of death but I think that its more about hope. I take comfort in the idea tha after I die, there will be spring again. Life will continue it's cycle.
Yesterday before my lecture, I had to read "Ode to Autumn" by Keats and while reading it, I cried. I haven't done that for years. Doing an English Degree, you learn to become immune to books. It kills off any passion you have for the subject since you normally have to get through reading 4 books a week.
When I was about 14, I got into reading. Although, I have read since as long as what I can remeber, (My dad used to joke that I would resort to reading the back of a crisps packet if I had nothing else to read.) However, when I was 14, I matured to reading all the "great classics" like Dickens, Bronte, Austin and after each book, I would normally cry. Even if they had a happy ending, I suppose I was crying through the sheer beauty of it. The fact that there was hope out there. There had been someone who could craft such artistry in a world that sometimes seemed so empty.
When I was about 16, I fell in love with romanticism. It seemed like it spoke to me about all these ideas that I have about the universe. My passion for the romantic was held by a certain William Blake who I still adore and hold up as a hero.
Nowadays, when I read something, I normally find myself analysing the sentence struture or stanza length.I felt so joyous at my tears yesterday, I thought that this demanding degree had destroyed my love of literature but thankfully, maybe not.

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2007-11-11 @ 01:27